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  Alas sais ng gabi. Magisa Napakatahimik ng paligid Nakakbingi mang ituring ay mas nakakabingi pa rin Ang mga boses sa aking isip, mga bulong, mga tinig Tilang mga salita na pilit kumakawala matapos ang mahabang pagkakahimbing Hindi ko na mabilang kung pangilang yosi na itong naisidihan ko Ilang kaha na ang naubos maghapon Wala akong ideya sa paliwanag ng siyensa sakung paano nito napapakalma ang dugo at kalamnan ko Gusto ko lang talaga siguro na kahit papaano ay may karamay ako sa unti unting pagkaupos ko At oo, Alam ko masama ‘to sa katawan ko. Kung paano nito unti unti pinapahina ang baga ko Pinasisikip ang aking dibdib Pero tanong ko lang, Hindi ba lagi naman nating pinipili kung saan mas masakit Masyado tayong nalululong sa pagyakap sa pait Masyado tayong nasasarapan habang hinahalay tayo ng paso at init Kaya tara. Sabayan mo akong upusin ang ating mga sarili Unang hithit ng yosi. Para ito sa mga alak ng dumadaloy sa aking dugo Mga bote na saksi sa mga gab...
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My 500 Peso Ticket

  My birthday, I have been roaming this world for 27 years now. I did one of the things that other people might call insanity ; to go on an unplanned adventure. This is not new to me though. I used to do this when I was in college when all I needed to worry about was my grades, outputs, unlike right now; bills, crippling anxiety and seems never ending bills and anxiety. I don't know how this is going to solve my problems, but I know I need to do this. Today. And there is one rule; no overthinking, no second thoughts and no hesitation. So to start, I went to a bus terminal in one of the malls here in my city and hopped on to the first bus that I was going to see. There it was, a bus bound for Buendia and I knew immediately where I should go. Mall of Asia. It took 2 hours before I arrived at Buendia, walked a little until I saw some e-bikes bound to MOA, hop in and *tenen* (surprise sound fx), I'm in MOA. No plan what to do, where to go. I'm in MOA. Suddenly, I feel like I wa...
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Weak Hero Class 1

(1)     Plot. The first ever Non BL (I will still argue.lol) Kdrama that I downloaded and watched continuously. This series is full packed of action, drama and a lot more. Bullying has already been used as a topic and to convey a message to the audiences but this is not the typical “bullied person learns to fight back then got his revenge” story , they added a some spices which made the series very refreshing to audiences (2)     Characterization. They used the Triangle formula for their protagonist just like Harry, Hermione and Ron, or The Lion, The witch and the wardrobe etc. Let’s start with Park Ji-Hoon as Yeon Si-Eun (The brain) uses his knowledge and wit to defend himself from the bullies. I was surprised when I searched about him, he is too good with just few experiences in acting especially at Ep.8 when he is just walking and crying in the corridor with students and teachers behind him and punch those windows. You can see the word “Im done”. It’s ...
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You And The Things That You Don't Know

You  don’t  know. You  don’t  know that  during our orientation , out of 40 people in the room, you caught my eye .   My  friends knew me as someone  who  doesn’t  have any  interest in romantic love  so  when I say you caught my eye,  that’s  all .   That’s  what I thought, at least .  You   don’t  know that on our first day, to be honest, I  didn’t  notice you , not  unless one of our teammates mentioned that  you’re   quite  cute .  I  agree . You   don’t  know that I started noticing something about you every day . Your  straight, shiny hair makes me want to comb it .  Your  slanted eyes that make me want to stare at it, your cute smile with your silver retainers, your tiny rosy lips. You  don’t  know. You  don’t  know how excited I am when I sit behind you in our office . The  little conversatio...
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Last piece for you.

I'm typing this at the  exact  table where we drank last night - where unanswered questions finally left our mouths - where we found lost answers - and   where we finally ended it all . How  can a conversation be comforting and painful at the same time?  I always thought that our story is just always a case of wrong timing  and  we  made it very clear last  night,  that   anytime that you try to communicate with me, it is always at the wrong time, and  same  for me  but  I think the universe made August 7, 8:30 pm a very exact timing for the both of us . We  met again . It's  been  5  years since we last saw each other . It  seems like  5  years is already enough for you to change . I  cannot see any trace of you that I knew  but  after all those five years, there's something that didn't change - my feelings, which is  the reason  I'm writing this. ...
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Lyceum of the Philippines University - Laguna

  So today, My friends and I decided na sa Calamba naman kami mag eat out. We spent last year catch ups sa Lipa so as possible, we would like to explore naman different part ng CALABARZON this year lol.  Ok, going back. So I went to Calamba commute lang. I always wanted to commute from Lipa to Calamba every once in a while maybe first is because, me time ko siya while looking out the jeep's window pretending Im in some sort of music video. Second is I just miss the feeling back when I was in college , I enjoy reminisicng some moments. Ang sarap ulit maging stranger sa ibang lugar. Yung walang nakakakilala sayo. Yung hindi ka na ulit pamilyar dahil marami nang tinayong bagong gusali. Pagkatapos ng higit sa walong oras mo sa opisina mula Lunes hanggang Biyernes, ang sarap makakita ng bago.  The main reason thou why Im writing is during paghihintay sa friends ko , Im staring at the facade of the school and a lot of memories came in, its a bittersweet moment for me. Ang sarap...
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SA SIYAM NA KILOMETRO NG POSTE SA KAHABAAN NG EDSA

  SA SIYAM NA KILOMETRO NG POSTE SA KAHABAAN NG EDSA “Malapit ka na bumaba” Paalala kong pumutol sa pagkatulala mo sa bintana ng bus Isang tango lang sinagot mo sa akin. Madilim sa loob ng bus dahil pasado alas-dose na rin noon at tulog na ang ibang pasahero Na-aaninag ko lang ang mukha mo kapag tinatamaan ng ilaw ng mga posteng dinadaanan natin Wala pa ring pinagbago. Tatlong taon na tayo, nalulunod pa rin ako sa mga mata mo “Tahimik mo ata” lakas loob kong binasag ang katahimikan sa pagitan nating dalawa “Ayos lang ” Ang unang dalawang salitang lumabas sayo mula nang sunduin kita sa opisina. Hindi ko alam kung tama ba pero mas gusto ko sanang marinig na hindi ka ayos Gusto kong ikwento mo sakin kung ano ba ang kinain mo kaninang tanghalian. Gusto kong ireklamo mo sa akin kung gaano karami na naman ang pinagawa ng boss mo sayo. Gusto kong malaman kung ano bang meron sa mga poste sa kalsada at para bang sila ang kanina pang nagnanakaw ng atensyon mo. Bigla...
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